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 2:18 P.M.

        I didn't go to bed until like 3am because I was up watching "sappy" movies with Autumn & Eli made it to the second movie, lol. I've been up on & off today since 7am, I just couldn't sleep. I had to go take a Covid test this morning at 10 and Autumn had one at 10:15 right after me. I hope I am clear so we can go see grandma this weekend.

        It's now 2:21 & I'm patiently awaiting a call from my hunny. I hate feeling like this place he's at is trying to kick him out. I want him home so badly, don't get me wrong Autumn & Eli are great company but its just not the same. I know he'll be home soon. God Bless.

        I'm off this whole week and I should hopefully, lord willing, go back to work next week. I'm tired of sitting at home I feel lazy. I need to start walking or something in the mornings or even the evenings, I just need to start doing something besides sitting here on the computer playing Sims or typing my stories or even just typing these blogs. 

        I wish I wasn't so stressed about money. Don't get me wrong, Autumn has been a huge help but I feel weird asking people for help. I rarely ever ask for help. I hate feeling like this, it's like I feel helpless even though I'm not. It's not that I don't have money either. It's just that all my money is going towards my hunny so I can talk to him & he can get his commissary so it's not like it's being wasted at all. 

        My goal is to secure a 2-3 bedroom place before my hunny gets home so that we can grow our family even more. 

God bless this home and everyone I care about. Amen.

That's all for now, more next time!

Chetta :)