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7:07 P.M.

        Today was a pretty good day. I started a new job last Monday so I've already been there for a week! I actually like it there the people are so nice. Everyone actually talks to me unlike the last place. The money at the last place was nice but at this place as long as I work everyday the hours they want I make 15$ a hour!! So really it's not too much less than the other place. 

        Eli has been over everyday this week. He brings me so much joy honestly, I love the fact that he likes to come hang out with me. That we are getting some kind of bond since I'm his soon to be stepmom! Crazy! 

        When I think about it I never thought that I'd be where I'm at in life now. If you told me all this would happen to me back when I was 19-20, I would have thought you were crazy. I found the love of my life and I'm working on growing my little family with him. I would have never thought I'd switch jobs so many times in such a short period of time and actually find one I enjoy. To think that I'd have my own place to come home to everyday to normally be greeted by the love of my life. To have to do my own laundry, and grocery shopping. I'm proud of where I'm at. 

        I love being me. I read this post on Facebook that a girl had posted and she said something along the lines of everyone saying you need to love yourself before you can truly love another person is "bullshit". Honestly, I agree 100%. Before I met the love of my life, I hated the way I looked, sounded, acted. Now, I love everything about me because that's how my love makes me feel. He doesn't even have to see me and he'll tell me how beautiful I am.

        I am truly blessed with everything God has given me. He is so so good. We're supposed to be going down to grandmother's this weekend no questions asked. We're tired of being told no by her and little Eli. So this weekend WE ARE GOING.

God Bless!

More later!

Chetta :)