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        I'm sorry it's been so long since I posted anything on my blog, I just didn't have anything important to say. I guess nothing excited happened, and there wasn't anything to rant about...

Today I want to talk about relationships..

           They always say that no relationship is perfect, and I'll tell you mine isn't perfect by far. We've been through so much, so many up and downs. Even with all the bad I wouldn't change a single minute of it. 

          Today though I find myself sitting here, tears in my eyes on the verge of crying, over something that more than likely isn't a problem but I am upset over it.

        My partner got home from an important meeting and I am relaxing on the couch, he asked me if (lets say there name is Bill) Bill was here. I, of course, say no. He hasn't been here and I have no reason to lie about it. My partner left it alone but I feel there is some kind of tension, like he doesn't believe me but refuses to tell me that. 

        He hasn't given me a kiss since he's been home. He didn't even call me baby when he got home. He went to lay down to nap before work, and didn't say I love you. 

        To some all of that might not be necessary and it's not to me either but it's just so unlike him. So as I finish writing this I have a pit in my stomach. I don't feel right because I can feel when something is off...

Anyways, time to go..