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 6:50 P.M.             Today has been an okay day I guess I can't complain too much since I didn't roll out of bed until like almost 2 this afternoon. I really need to get my schedule back on track before I have to go back to work, but sleep is just so nice. 12:59 A.M. (Technically the next day)           OOPS! My computer died and I was too lazy to retrieve it, lol. Anyways, today was probably the last time I could have talked to my hunny on a video chat for a week. At least I can talk to him over the phone though. I can't wait for him to be able to come home again. He should be home for Christmas & we will hopefully be going down to see grandma this weekend. We were going every 2 weeks, but then Autumn got sick with Covid so we had to put that on pause. I never got tested to see if I really had Covid or not, I didn't want too. Nor see the point in it since I more than likely had it since I was constant...

  3:00 P.M.           I feel like I'm getting lazier as the days of this lay off go on. I don't go to bed until 2 or 3 am & I don't get out of bed until 2 or 3 pm. It's a vicious cycle. I also found out that I'm now laid off for another week. GREAT. I don't know why I feel like I'm being punished. If my unemployment would just go through I'd feel 1000x better.               I feel like I'm in an endless cycle & I cant get out. Every time something good happens, something else comes along & smacks me right in the face. Like I've finally found the love of my life, the one I want to spend my forever with. Yet I get laid off from a job that I actually enjoy for once. It reminds me of my favorite factory, but with all of these pluses.                I finally moved out of my parents house, I live with my hunny and sister-in-law. I also have a job I enjoy. S...

                                                                                       9:22 P.M.                                        It's been a while since I've done any kind of blog. I'd say probably like 2+ years. It's been a rough time lately so what a better time to start a blog. I'm on the phone with my younger sister, Missy, while I sit here with my sister-in-law Autumn. I'm also missing my love so so much. He will hopefully get out sometime before Christmas. It's already been two months since he's been gone. I miss little Eli as well. He's grown like a Brussel sprout.      ...